Friday, January 23, 2009

I tend to be so upset when something goes wrong. I ask why me, and how come all bad stuff happens to me. Then I see that someone has it worse and I am put back in my place that I am a very lucky person. I just wish more people saw this. I hear so many people talk about how they don't have this, or don't have that, or no money, because they have spent carelessly, and they don't see that things could be much worse! Believe me, it could be alot harder than your little struggles that you go through, think of this.....

When you start to feel sorry for yourself and say you have it so bad think of: the mother and father that gave birth to a still born at 8 months, the man waiting for his test results on a cancer, the young woman who just lost her future husband, the small child who also lost a father figure, the mother who can't help her grown child from the pain of grief, the grandparent who buries there child, the baby who fights for there little life because she doesn't have a healthy heart, the child that lost there parent to cancer or illness, the athletic young man who was just told he may never walk again, the girlfriend that won't leave his side, the man of the house that loses his job because we would rather pay someone 5.2 million to play baseball, the single mother who is putting herself through school and working full time just to have a better life for her child, the 11 month old baby who cries in pain because she has had more broken bones than one should have in there lifetime, the old woman that lost her husband of 50 years and now doesn't know how to live, and the lost and selfish sole that thinks it's better to end there young life than to get help and realize that things can be much worse!!!

Be thankful, for everyone you know is fighting some kind of battle!

Friday, January 16, 2009

A favorite quote of mine



Below is a quote from the movie p.s. i love you. When I read this, I think to myself, I wish I told my true feelings to those I love more. I want the man I love and my family to know how much I love them before it's too late. Unfortunately the words don't sink in enough until it's too late. To live a life unloved would be a life not lived!

Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you

Me, the real me, not the one some people see!


I have a huge heart and I have a hard time showing it alot of times. I have alot of people that love me, and some that dislike me, but that's ok. It's hard to have everyone like you, people are so judgemental. This is one thing I'm working on, myself towards others. I believe everyone deserves a second chance, that love is often underestimated, that comfort can be a weakness, that mean people should all live in the same city and stay there :) , that babies do amazing things for peoples hearts, that you should only stay in a relationship because you want to, not because you have to, that just because two people argue doesn't mean they don't love each other, that all people are allowed to have bad days, that when hearts are broken a piece of that person is lost forever, that just because you are dealt a bad card doesn't mean people owe you anything, that you can change a life with few words, that love can make you a better person if you let it, that dogs know when you are sad, that writing your feelings makes you feel better, that a photograph can say a million words, that people with millions of dollars need to do more with there money than just build large houses, that I wish I had more money so I could be the one to do it, that grief is the strongest emotion there is: it affects lives more than love, more than hate, more than fear, that I will love my husband with all I have, that people should not be in a rush to have children until they are ready, that gods plan is very confusing, and that I will do many great things before I die.